love

 11/5/23


I LOVE HIMMMMM

I NEED HIM

WHY DOES HE NEED TO BE SO FAR AWAY

I WANT HIM TO KISS ME AND LOVE ME

IM NOT CRAZY

HES NOT MESSAGING ME BACK IN AN HOUR AND IM GOING CRAZY

I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS NEEDY BEFORE I NEED HIM I NEED HIM I LOVE HIM

I LOVE HIM

PLEASEEEEEE

WHY DO I NEED TO LOVE YOU WHEN YOU DONT LOVE ME?

WE ARENT EVEN DATING WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME

I CANT HELP BUT LOVW HIM

AND NEED HIM

I DONT CARE WHAT HAPPENS I NEED HIM TO HUG ME

WE STILL LITTERLY HAVE NO IDEA ABOUT EACH OTHER REALLY

BUT I LOVE HIM

I HAVE KNOWN HIM FOR YEARS BUT WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS THE WHOLE TIME BEFORE I SLOWLY STARTED FALLING FOR HIM THEN IN LOVE WITH HIM LIKE A YEAR OR LESS AGO

NOW I THINK OF HIM AT LEAST EVERY HOUR. I LOVE HIM

PLEASE LOVE ME

PLEASE

PLEASE

PLEASE

I NEED YOU

I WILL BE GOOD TO YOU

I LOVE YOU.

i love you

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